Although I technically do not celebrate Thanksgiving, I do think that it is a very good thing to express your thankfulness to all the minor details that you’ve always taken advantage of in life. I don’t think that I should be thankful only on this day, in fact everyday of my life, but do I seem so optimistic to you? By the way, I think I got the time a little wrong, is it the 3rd Tuesday or Thursday of November?
Anyway, here goes..

First and foremost, of course I would have to thank my family members for being patient to me for another year, still fixing my hot-headedness and trying hard not to be rude to you guys although it seem that your favourite hobby nowadays is to do things that will drive me insane with anger and frustration. Thanks for the hard work and sorry for the trouble I cause. Ah right! Thanks to the two men I’m living with for the rides and food, especially, and my mother for being a mother. Oh and more importantly my uncle for all the books, chocolates and help.

My best friend and those I consider am close with, not listing because it would cause jealousy. I don’t want anyone to be picking on this issue those who like to do this should know who they are. Thanks for being there, I know I may be clingy sometimes, or most of the time, and my overreaction isn’t something fun to endure. Nevertheless, thanks for listening, thanks for being there. My best friend especially, I know that I sometimes rant to her at the wrong times...

To my friends, who are always there for whatever reason, especially those who give me rides to and from campus, thank you so much for making my life easier. I’m sorry that I seem like I’m using you. I really do, it’s just that sometimes I have no idea what to talk to you guys about, past experiences has taught me to keep my mouth shut unless I want to get in trouble. I don’t care if you were in my life or currently in my life, thank you for being there and for making my life more colourful. I hope to not lose contact with you guys.

To the acquaintances I have, thank you for gracing my life with your presence, although only for a little while, or maybe for sometime but we never really talked. It’s been a pleasure just seeing a familiar face in the sea of humans.

NuTangers! Thank you for being there, though you guys are all over the world and still busy with your own life, thank you for the things you shared with me and the help you guys gave me. Thank you dave for creating such an awesome weblog community and Kuri for the invitation into this community.

I’m thankful for the part-time job I have and I hope I can cope studying and working at the same time without turning me into a horrible monster.

Thanks for all the presents I’ve received and things given to me which I’ve taken fore granted.

I don't know what else to say. So I guess I'll be thankful some other time.

Hugs To: AlexisNg, Illicit, Mdesai, baskinthemoonlight, AlexisNg, and AlexisNg.

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I'm feeling a little under the weather. Was having a headache and sorethroat of some kind for the weekend. All I wanted to do was to sleep, eat, sleep and eat some more. Nothing else matters, not work, not assignments, not going to classes.

I've been caught up with things, so much so that I've totally forgotten about my best friend's birthday till it's half passed! I'm always one of the first few to wish her happy birthday. I also forgot to follow up if the usuals are going to steal her for the rest of the day after class. I'm useless now, keep on mixing and forgetting things.

I'm having some trouble adjusting to not having much extra time to spend every week. I still have about 3 weeks left of my first semester. Hopefully I can make the change in time. It sucks to be waltzing through the week and then realise that you don't have enough time to do the things yo want. Work was fun, just a bit waste of time when you just stand there doing nothing when you could've used it to read some notes. Then again, they don't pay you to be doing your own stuff.

I went shopping today and used up my half of my allowance. I have about 100 bucks to live through the rest of the month. I think since I'll be locking myself at home the last week to study for my finals, it should be okay. Better stock up on bread, spreads and biscuits.

Okay, I've procrastinated enough today. Have to go tackle tutorial on Simple Keynesian Analysis, which she made it so complicated. Take care everyone.

Hugs To: AlexisNg, renaye, and lazypuppy.

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How can I not be angry when you keep on implying that I am when I really am not angry?

Seriously woman, stop doing that or I don't care if you're a year older, way cuter, more polite, much more innocent and very much more likable than me, I will explode on you, in front of the class, in front of the lecturer. Seriously, you don't know me well enough to differentiate my expression when I'm angry and when I'm trying hard to remember and keep remember the instructions that were given to me. Stop saying "chill" or "relax" or "don't be angry" every 30 seconds, does not do anything other than infuriate me. Also doing that right after the lecturer gave back to group work for some touch ups IS NEVER GOOD. I am not like you, I usually absorb all the information I get and try to remember as much as I can before I forget any of it instead of processing it when it is delivered to be because sometimes there is too much to process and I'll miss things out.

I only have that set of expressions and unless you can decipher the small details which makes it different, keep your mouth shut. Giving me hugs and encouraging talks after that doesn't help either. What helps is you keeping your mouth shut.
I wasn't even grumbling or ranting or anything, I just sat there, staring at that piece of paper. Furthermore, it wasn't my fault this assignment wasn't looked through, it is because of you who didn't have time to finish the conclusion in a week. Funny, huh? And which idiot would be angry when your lecturer gives you back your work so that you can get better grades?

I am tolerating you because you don't know me that well yet and because you have a slightly different kind of views than I do. I pray hard that I will continue being able to tolerate you.

Hugs To: ranor, renaye and AlexisNg.

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The Book Thief is full of sarcasm!! It’s like watching House... I like it for some weird reason. Though for some odd reason, I can’t really detect much of it in speeches. One of the phrases in the book went: “What’s worst than a boy who hates you? A boy who loves you” I was trying hard not to laugh in the bus at that. It is so true when you don’t have the same feelings for the guy. Poor guy...

Anyway, I know getting average 6 hours is good, my eye bags from those are horrible that some of my classmates wonder if I am over working myself. It sucks! I need to get used to not getting at least 8 hours average.

I need to get my uncle a Christmas present... But I don’t know what because he either gets whatever he wants himself or his girlfriend will get it for him. What is left for the niece to buy? Everything else he doesn’t really need.... which is why there are so many unused things here. Sigh... I guess I shall be his personal assistant for a little while longer, since he becomes my driver on certain days.

Seriously, I hate not knowing what to get people I want to give something to!
I also think that I’ve chosen the wrong course. Seriously, I don’t know if it is right or wrong to think that some people think that I’m their personal psychologist or something. I don’t give the best opinions or advices anyway. Sometimes, people tell me things... I don’t quite want to know. I hope I don’t blurt things out unconsciously. I don’t want to lose their trust, well the trust of some people whom I consider important that is. I sometimes wonder if I am chosen on purpose.

Is it me or most girls don't like being out of their comfort zone? I mean, most people have their very own comfort zones, some bigger than others but I do notice that girls are more reluctant when it comes to expanding comfort zones..

What to do? What to do? I don’t know what to do. I’m babbling at this point, I know, just need to get the random points out of my head, read some more of The Book Thief, go to bed early and wake up tomorrow to do my assignment!

Hugs To: randomjunk, renaye, AlexisNg, jolenesiah, bluetopaz and ranor.

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......fun yet not fun because my deduction is right! My feet are aching! Resting them right now.. I thank god I don’t need to walk tomorrow, just short distances up and down the stairs.

My mother, grandmother and youngest brother came over on Saturday. I was tired after working a full shift so I started shouting at every noise they make. Seriously, I don’t know how a person can drive while blasting some disco music in the car. Totally “ah-beng” ( The term is used to describe people with the most horrible fashion sense and the things they do which is thought to be cool but totally NOT!)That was alright. After that, they did their usual gathering in my room when all I wanted was rest. Even if I’m sitting here in front of my laptop, I am resting. I totally don’t know WHY they like to do that.

Damn the smell of my brother’s instant noodles is making me hungrier. I want to sleep early so I don’t want to eat but it smells so delicious!! T___________T

I think I’ve turned into some kind of an insomniac.. The average sleep I’m getting nowadays is 6 hours without having something waking me up. It’s either that dreaded pump or I’d wake up by myself and I can’t go back to sleep. It is so annoying! The worst part is that no one would buy me beer! Based on the hours I slept after drinking any alcoholic beverages, I would be able to sleep through the noise. I would need to go get it myself during break and sneak it into work. It creates a bad impression if I were caught.

Anyway, I’m sleeping early though I clearly know what it is that I want to cook right now. I shall do that tomorrow morning.

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I got the job! I’m starting work tomorrow evening since they need to rush to get the shop ready for the opening on Saturday. Renaye, I don’t know about the staff discount yet but I might ask later. Technically I’ve started work yesterday right after the interview, for an hour. It was nice...

Wish me luck guys... I hope I can cope with this then I’d get to go to Aussie the moment I graduate from this course! I am having my uncertainties, as usual, nothing much. I’m sure Natalie or Estrella can do something about it... I hope. I shall not procrastinate as much.

Oh yea, I’m 9 PPS short of the 500PPS I need to buy the “@nutang.com” thing for emails from the NuStore. I hope I can get them (PPS) soon! I'm a few days pass my 2nd 'Tang-niversary! I can't believe I forgot about that.

I hope my lifestyle won't alter too much from before, other I spend less time procrastinating. I do hope I get to come here as often as I want.. it sucks to get left behind.

Till next time (which would probably after work on Sunday), be safe.

Hugs To: randomjunk, jolenesiah, AlexisNg, and etheracide.

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