I'm quoting what she said a week before "I think I bought you a really big ass chocolate bar".
Max called as I was checking if I've really finished packing my things saying "you asleep? Bringing your choc over now." I was all, "OKay....!!!" You can imagine my eyes sparkling.





See how long this baby is?

Max said "I don't know how huge this is for you but this is huge enough for me."
It is the biggest chocolate bar I've ever seen and the largest ever owned by me!!

It's a Lindt Dark Chocolate with Hazelnut.
Love it so much!! Thank you!!!!!!!!
This is my new emergency supply cause I do not have the heart to open and eat it yet. It looks so perfect in its wrapper right now.

I'm in chocolate heaven...!!!

Hugs To: AlexisNg, foolishgames, and renaye.

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There were two carcasses right outside of my back door. Thank god I didn’t open it. I just peered down through the window. One looks like what’s left of a frog and another, I shudder upon that memory I recalled. Dead or alive, that thing scares me. The stray cats behind killed it according to my dad. Thank god they did for if it entered the house, I’d be screaming my lungs out. Then again, the cats are probably hungry since my grandmother isn’t around to feed them leftovers from dinner. How could she pamper so many things? Is spoiling my brothers not enough? Jeez... thanks to her picking up after them, they never clean up after themselves like babies. Anyway, if there is a baby, there has to be a mummy. I’ve no idea if that thing is a full grown or not but I am taking extra care around here, in case it is not an “adult” yet.

I went to watch The House Bunny with Gladyse and Max. It was okay... quite funny. From some angle, Anna Faris looks like Britney Spears!! I’m not fan of Britney; just want to point it out. After the movie, we stopped by at Max’s house to watch Wall E! Yea, I know, I’m so slow but what the heck. That show is really sweet yet hilarious. That was fun! I haven’t been out with my friends twice a week since I finished CIMP! I miss those days but nothing I do will bring it back. I guess I will need to learn to find fun with my current routine. I haven’t watched two movies back to back nor do I recall coming home at about 1.30 in the morning before.. I didn’t have that many chances to do things most teenagers would have done by the end of their teenage years, given how things were in the past and how things are now. However, I think I am luckier than some others of my age; it’s not that bad I guess. I really should stop bringing up some things that happened in the past unless it is funny.

I'm heading back to KL tomorrow. My chocolate better have been left untouched all these while... I don't like sharing my emergency supply with people, even if I've opened it and left it idle.

Hugs To: renaye, foolishgames, bluetopaz, AlexisNg, and randomjunk.

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I don’t exactly want to leave yet. No doubt it is my call to make I can only delay it for a couple more days. Max is so lucky to be having holidays till February, which is like 4 months? Well the grass is greener on the other side, as always. Then again, if aunts are going to drop by unannounced all the time, I’d rather be back in KL. I was interrogated this morning; I was hunting for food when they showed up. One of them asked if I took any pictures when I’m in KL. What does she mean by that? What kind of pictures? >.> Then that question popped up. Jeez... call me whatever you want but I won’t get a boyfriend just to fetch me around. I’d gladly pay my friends to do that. Boyfriends are to be loved and adored among other things, not to be your driver. No wonder they're having quite a number of problems.

I’ll be home again in December, hopefully, if my future circumstances allow it. The first thing I need to do when I get back KL is to find a part-time job. I have the 3 day week classes that I wished for, now I need to get on with the second part of my plan. Hope I can get a decent paying job with flexible working hours. I am no doubt making myself gloomy as I let myself worry and pose questions about things which are out of my control and will never be able to find an absolute answer.

Dreams are good
Dreams are bad,
The time wasted while one dream can never come back.

Anyone heard Decode by Paramore yet? It is Twilight’s (the movie, of course) official soundtrack. The song is available on Stephenie Meyer’s website for those who are interested. I quite like that song. The picture on the cover of the album sucks! Looks like some ugly zombie person with a normal looking girl instead an Adonis with a beautiful girl.

Oh! I have a question, if “Adonis” is used for an inhumanly handsome guy, what is the term used for an inhumanly beautiful girl?

Hugs To: AlexisNg, foolishgames, and randomjunk.

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5 more days till I go back KL and 7 more days till my holidays end.

I went to the current “happening” place in my hometown yesterday with Max. Nothing much happening there anyway. Had Kenny Rogers with Max, Ges and Jes and thanks Max for the treat! I’m want to go for a jog with Max and a few high school friends but the sky outside looks like another about of rain is due instead of the darkening evening sky. I would love to go play in the rain but my test next Tuesday is causing me to think twice. If I get soaked in the rain, I might get sick and if I don’t recover by Tuesday, I’m doomed! I’ll be good and read what I’m supposed to read for my test. I have no textbook because I didn’t ask Mei to photocopy for me and there is no “official” textbook so I am on my own.

I have two assignments due at the end of the month, both involves working with others. I’m getting starting to worry, I don’t know why, there is that annoying voice telling me that I might not finish on time. Need to make sure that it doesn’t get louder and make me panic for no reason. Like Edward always say: Mind over matter.

Ok, nothing much to say. My guilty conscience isn’t letting me have much fun as my holiday is ending and since I spend a lot of time at home. Catch you all later~

Hugs To: renaye, AlexisNg, foolishgames, randomjunk, Katrina, and ranor.

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Sweet!! My bro’s back in KL and my grandma followed. I will miss the home-cooked food for I’m sure my mother will be buying now that my grandmother’s in KL but having my bed to myself and to not need to find the best things at home missing when I would like to use it for a while is just so nice!

Have I told you guys how much I love overcast days? It may seem sad to some people but I love it. It always signifies that the day will be of moderate temperature, don’t need to worry that the sun will heat up everything and make the house so hot you feel like you’re being cooked in it. It also makes driving and walking more pleasant since there is no direct sunlight frying you as you walk/drive. Cloudy days make me lose track of time faster than usual albeit making me lazier than usual but that can be fixed.

Anyone has any upbeat happy, not about love English songs to recommend? I’m finding for a ringtone, a happy upbeat one which isn’t about love/making love. It’s much easier to find them in Japanese, in fact it is easier to find a lot of songs with the themes I want in Japanese, thanks to the existence of animes. I want it so that when my friends call me, it would be a happy song ringing instead of Photograph by Nickelback, which is a little depressing. I don’t want my ringtone to be all Japanese cause it is an indirect impression that I’m some Japanese wannabe which I am not. I just love the language and the variety in the songs.

I’m supposed to meet up with a friend during Hari Raya but she’s supposed to tell me when she is in town. I guess she really thought that I was some random fella when I sent her that text which contained a line from her outrageously funny homemade birthday card two years ago. She lost her mobile phone a while ago and between me another friend, we decided to use my number to do so because she is most likely to not remember my number. If only she responded, it would’ve been fun. None the less, I'm waiting to be gallivanting with some other friends.

So off I go to disturb random friends on Facebook and on my MSN... Take care everyone and have a nice weekend!~

Hugs To: jolenesiah, renaye, hikaru, AlexisNg, randomjunk, invisible, foolishgames, and ikimashokie.

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- My mother's feeling better, she was so sick she was bed ridden for the whole day. Thank god I'm home to take care of her. I'd be super worried if I'm not. My mother rarely get this sick so when she does, there's something wrong somewhere.

- Things are better here, at home, my brother got lectured by my dad, so he'll be nice and good for a while.

- I'm having some aches and sore from driving my dad's car for about half an hour yesterday. His car is nice to drive but is not good for a short person like me. Have to drive really slowly and carefully. So I won't bring that car down to KL anytime soon till I can drive safely here, where the traffic is less after the festive season.

- Those coming back, come back safely. I'm bored here... come back and take me out please XD

- There are some things which need to be cleared, I hope the process will be more effective than previously. I also hope that some people come to their senses.

Hugs To: randomjunk, lazypupy, jolenesiah, and renaye.

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