Sunday. 3.4.18 8:30 am
Almost Honest - Josh Kelley
In the course of the last couple of years, I thought I was getting better at just going with the flow, crossing bridges as I come to it and taking chances. Perhaps I did get better but not as good as I thought I did.
I am finding myself hating the fact that I am once again waiting for almost everything to fall into place. I have no idea why I fear lost opportunities when there really aren't much out there for me to lose - yet here I am.
I don't want to just sit here and wait but I find there to not be anything of interest out there. My one distraction has also turned into a waiting game and quite honestly I didn't expect to have to wait for this one.
I don't trust things that come easily to me because things that are easy doesn't stay but I am wishing and hoping that for once, things are just easy. I'm not waiting for life to begin, I'm waiting for life to be a little bit less predictable.
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