listening to: I Don't Wanna Wait - Paula Cole

I took my pre-driving test drive today… and weirdly, the certain things that my driving instructor told me to do, was told not to do by the invigilator today. So I’m confused.. but I’m sort of more frustrated right now because for the whole 10 hours that I need before I can take my driving license, I’ve been driving a more or less 10 year old car.. so, I naturally ease of the gas pedal when I start moving because old cars is slower in the pick up department. Now, for the driving test, I have to drive a less than 10 month old car!! What the hell? And I will fail once the car engine dies on me.. I’m not such an experienced driver that I know automatically how heavy my leg should be on the gas pedal. So I was reprimanded for around 3-5 times that I should step on the gas when I start driving with the 1st gear. Oh god, and the gas pedal and the break pedal is so damn close! It's not even an inch away from each other!

I’m re-reading Twilight now.. since there aren’t much things interesting enough for me to do without putting me in sleep mode. I am in kind of a foul mood ever since I got my results because on that day.. I .. sort of found out a couple things which really put me off. I’m sick of having to put up with all your ways and I will definitely understand if you tell me that you don’t want me to be talking to you anymore or I’m bothering you or something. I rather have a clean break.. no matter how important you are to me, I would always survive. I will wonder what kind of an idiot was I being so nice to all of you and still being told that I’m scary behind my back. Oh I know all of this.. just because you don’t dare, doesn’t mean someone else don’t too. Or maybe you’ll say it as: “some people said that you were scary, and .” I know from the start that it was what you think of me, idiot! Oh by the way, I don’t and won’t bite your head off and did it ever occur to you that my “scary” behavior was a result of the multiple things you guys did to me back in school? *bites someone’s head off* Lol! You asked for it.. XD Thank god I still have some people who I can trust completely.

I’ve been chatting with renaye lately and she’s been very nice, supportive and open minded. Well, talking to her is like talking to an older sister that I never have. One of the days,I can't remember what was that we were talking aobut but one of the things she said really made me look back and think of things I’ve done. And Jolene.. I'll do your tag later okay? I'm blur on what I should do.

Hugs to: jolenesiah, Dilated, Mockiller, renaye, bing bean, Flordelis, The-Muffin-Man, and ikimashokie.

I still need to take my driving test. I need to borrow someone's car first, tho. Oh well. I'll get it in the next few months.
I hope your foul mood goes away soon. I'm pretty sure if I were to re-re-read Twilight, my mood would brighten ever so slightly
» LostSoul13 on 2007-03-14 02:55:04

Good luck with the testing.. I'm so glad that's over for me!
» LittleBrit on 2007-03-14 08:09:34

wow.... driving is always fun.. i mean in auto car instead of manual... i still remember when i actually trained on the road.. i just know how to "tekan minyak" dont know how to "tekan break" and i nearly bang someone ( i think) and quickly he move his leg to the break and step... ouch.. he step my leg too.... haha
» jolenesiah on 2007-03-14 08:19:47

Thanks. The skates didn't really work out though, because they were too small. I'm supposed to be able to try to get a permit but I've just been too busy to take the courses. I really want to get mine, though. So you don't get to drive your own car for the test? I think that the place that I go to lets us take our own cars. At least that's what I've heard. I'm not entirely sure, though.
» thisdisease on 2007-03-14 06:41:57

*pats* I understand how you feel, it really sucks when ppl are ordering you around what you should do. Sigh, i will tell you my results when i get to log in msn, my result is to embarrassing to let the whole world know, as for sher li, no, she didn't tell me if she get straight As but i bet she is going to get straight As.
» bing bean (203.26.6.72) on 2007-03-15 04:12:42

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