listening to: One Sweet Day - Mariah Carey&Boyz II Men

As I mentioned in my previous post, I would love to have Edward right now. Why you may ask? I know I’ve said I want Edward so many times before. So, this Thursday, is my grandfather’s first anniversary. I really want to go back. But, it’s Thursday, I can’t. I have classes on Thursday and Information day on Friday, which I heard is compulsory. I need to do some ISU thing for my MDM, starting of chapter 10 for my accounts class (which I have no idea if I’ll learn anything), and Ms Ford would want to lecture us about Harmony Silk Factory by Tash Aw, on Thursday.

Reason why I would love to have Edward: He can drive me there and back recklessly fast and it’s a 100% guarantee that I’ll arrive safely.

Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise for me to not be able to go back this Thursday. I have a feeling that there will be some quarrelling going on with my favourite side of the family due to a recent event. Hopefully this quarrel won’t cost me an uncle or an aunt or both. The last time they quarrelled, I lost my grandparents for a year or so, resulting into me not having much memories of my late grandfather. I remember bits and pieces, but these bits and pieces are ... fading away. I don’t want them to fade away. I don’t want to not remember him anymore. He’s the one I spend most of my childhood days with. Probably if it’s not for him, I won’t be the brat that I am today but then again, if it wasn’t for him, who’d know what kind of a person I am today. I was always annoyed with him the last couple years of his life, because he had Alzheimer’s and he wants to do the most ridiculous things at ridiculous times of the day, like watering the plants 4 to 5 times a day.

Mother would still cry sometimes, Aunt Carol too. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I certainly am not crying. I miss you, Gramps, wherever you are.

Sorry guys if this depresses you.

No, no, its alright, u have the right to express your feelings since this is ur blog. You are lucky, at least you still have some memory left for your gramps, me, i can't even remember their face cause i was too young, sigh...
» bing bean (202.7.190.130) on 2007-09-18 08:00:49

Resident Evil
I don't remember a whole lot of the storyline, either. I just know there's lots of zombies and explosions. lol

As far as blood, I don't think there's a whole lot, seeing that most of the things dying are rather dead anyways. It's mostly exploding people [well, zombies, really] and stuff like that.

...and the explosions! so exciting. ^_^
» invisible on 2007-09-18 04:31:19

I have that same memory fading thing with my father, only its been over 12 years rather than only a year. so my lack of memory mostly has to do with my very young age when I lost him.
its perfectly okay to express yourself as you wish in your blog. that's why its there. and you can always count on at least someone to be here to try their best to support you =]
» LostSoul13 on 2007-09-18 05:39:15

Life is like that. It's got its ups & downs. We're alweiz here to listen [/read] when u just want to let it all out. :)
» frostbitten on 2007-09-18 09:37:42

...DAmnit
Now yo ugot me thinking of grams again...T_T..
» Xboyz on 2007-09-19 12:53:05

No need to apoligize. This is your blog and its your to say whatever you need and to make you feel better.
:)
» lyndeep on 2007-09-19 09:04:18

My mom's side of the family doesn't really get along and when I was in 4th grade my Grandpa died. One of the things I confided in my cousin was that I never really knew him and I couldn't cry at his funeral. Now it's been years and years since that and I hardly remember him at all but I try to think of him as much as I can to reinforce the memories I do have.

It's sad how memory does that.
» of_your_mind on 2007-09-19 09:35:30

I have an Edward! He lives two houses down and he cooks me dinner.

And yes, I wish somebody had done something to that woman. We were trying to be as non-confrontational as possible.
» Chloefoxx on 2007-09-19 09:45:35

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