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Love
Wednesday. 8.11.10 10:47 am
As the song sung by The Beatles goes: Love... Love... Love.. LOVE... Love.. Love.. looove....

Love is a word that can be associated with many things, human and non-human. I for one, love chocolates with passion.

Love can create hate... mostly because when you love someone so much and yet that person doesn't love you back. If you don't let go, you get frustrated by the day and that love for someone will then turn into hate for someone. It's the same case as having your heart broken. First cut is the deepest.. and it is the one cut that could change someone; from a believer to a non-believer, from an optimist to a pessimist.

Some people, they don't love themselves enough so you get low self-esteem people who walks around as if they don't deserve anything and sooner or later, that self-esteem will turn these people into one of the most skeptical people in the world. Yet.. these skeptical people, they do have something they love but these things may be an animal, their plants, their hobbies or 2D humans from comic books or movies. It can't be blamed because they still believe that they are not worth ANY human connections with real,live humans. It is sad.

Some people gave their hearts to someone, in return to have it broken and crushed. These people.. the sad cases are those who told themselves: no more, I don't want any of these so I will not fall in love again. I don't believe in love. These are the kind of people whom I think to be 'unfixable'. Which means they cannot repair themselves so they just stop looking so that they don't get hurt. What are rebounds for??!! The fixable portion of these people, will fix themselves up and get back out in the field. Maybe will get gunned down a few more times but they'll manage.

I was watching this Mandy Moore movie (not A Walk To Remember) a month ago.. I cannot remember the title (and I'm lazy to google it) and the first thing I heard about love is "people think that they are looking for similarly broken people... but they are not". I was laughing really hard at this and thought.. love can make or break a person... and this guy clearly is one of the unfixables... until Mandy Moore came along and 'fixed' him.

Everything deserves a second chance, even love.

For me, I don't go looking for love because I have enough on my plate right now due to my love for my family, I don't quite need another guy to mess up my life even more. But.. when love comes knocking on my door, I'll let it in... probably.. depending on how cute love looks like XD

My fb status was "Love only comes, once in a while. Knocks on your door, and throws you a smile" a few days ago and I got this reply "That's when you whip out an AK47 and gun the sucker down! RAWR". ROFL!!!

Anyway, where does this post come from? A conversation with my friend who said "I doubt I will ever find someone who will accept me with all my flaws". Do you agree with her?
I'd like to believe that no matter what your look on love is, there is someone out there who will love you for who you are, flaws and everything. That person might be loving you already and you're not seeing it because you are not letting yourself see it. Just don't let fear stop you because if it doesn't kill you, it only makes you stronger.

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Mandy Moore... A walk to remember? :|
I'm sure someone will accept her flaws. The fact that she knows she has them makes it easier.

And oh yeah, I totally go for celebrities, 2D, blah blah. But same reason, I don't need a guy to mess up my life right now :| Unless it'll become a comedy romance ++ why not.
» peanutmelon on 2010-08-11 01:47:33

love is such a tormenting topic. i prefer to be single and rely on myself to make myself happy. of course choc is one of the tools. ha.
» renaye on 2010-08-14 11:44:37

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