Saturday. 5.19.12 1:34 am
I mean the series about the rude, jerkazoid doctor that is ending next week.. Contain spoilers so don't continue reading if you don't want any spoilers.
I'm serious, contains spoilers. Both directly and indirectly. Reading this may lead you to a conclusion on what is going on without having you to actually watch it
So to those of you who watched the latest episode would know that Wilson is dying and House is being sent back to jail for his prank. He is going back longer than Wilson has to live if he doesn't do chemo. The next episode is going to be Amber all over again....
I've from time to time entertained the thought of a life without my best friend and despite the fact that we actually don't talk as often as most best friends do, she is very important in my life and there are things that she and no one else knows happened. From time to time, I miss her presence and her ability to handle me despite my petty dramas and yet not wanting to strangle me. If I have to say.. this relationship, I'm House and she is Wilson.. And now Wilson is dying and House has to face the rest of his life without the one person who is able to accept him for who he is and stuck with him for a long time. It just made me realise that my best friend has a job that puts her at risk every working day. What if there was an undetected mechanical error? There are so many what ifs in play that made me not want to ever have that thought in my head again. And if it does happen, who else am I going to turn to cause I'm sure as hell don't have a replacement for her.
I don't really want to watch the next House episode but I need to because it is the series finale and I already know that it is going to be sad because the David Shore said so. It's so going to make me evaluate a lot about everything. There are very little things here in my room that tells anyone that she exists. There are no pictures, no notes, nothing. All I have of her here are the souvenirs that she got me while working. Actually our latest picture was taken like 4 years ago? Funny huh? I don't do well with grief. I actually don't really know how to deal with it.
Categories: thoughts [t]
awwwwww you should tell your best friend how much you care :D
I'm still in France. I came back to visit the US in March for work/vacation, and I'm going back tomorrow for more work and vacation, but I'll be staying here for at least another year and a half. Which means I'll have to renew that card (noooo!) » Zanzibar
on 2012-05-19 04:00:54
Is it really going to be sad? I have a feeling that it's going to be one of those things that makes you go "oh, totally not surprised by that at all". » ikimashokie
on 2012-05-19 02:17:59
I'd totally forgotten about season 4/Amber. I think the only time I've been surprised by House was that one episode when they brought out the zombies. I think it was more because I'd been drinking and really wasn't expecting it at all. » ikimashokie
on 2012-05-19 09:29:53
owh ... that house is going to jail again. nah ...
we will never know the value of the moment until it becomes a memory.
u would never ever get someone to replace ur friend, but god would lead the way for u to find someone who can be ur true friend.
most importantly is we r grateful for our life, be it bad or good happenings. then god will give us miracles. » renaye
on 2012-05-21 03:01:13
Gotta say, I wasn't very surprised by that. It was like that whole introspective bit in just about every series near the end, when the main character questions everything, coupled with the House-tastic music at the end.
Ah well. » ikimashokie
on 2012-05-21 10:00:14
Thanks :/ yeah I will slowly get over him. We just weren't made for each other I guess... I'll come to accept it someday. SIGH haha, thanks though, what you said made me feel a bit better. » dont-see
on 2012-05-31 12:26:29
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