I've just finished watching The Boat That Rocked and I find... Tom Sturridge absolutely hot!!!


credits to whomever who owns the blog I nicked this picture from.

Probably this picture won't do him any justice but that is not the point.

Apparently, he is a good friend of the actor whom I thought made the best zombie of all time instead of a vampire, Rob Pat.

I guess the casting director looked for the wrong best pal for the job.


Granted that the picture's a bit too small but he doesn't look like a zombie, does he?

To think that he was replaced by Hyden Christenson (however you spell his name) in Jumper because the directors think that he isn't famous enough is a horror.

Anyway, The Boat That Rocked is a hilarious movie. I wouldn't mind watching it again.

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to my RM89 Marks & Spencer boots.



I don't really feel "yay!" or anything.. maybe it's because my claims are yet to come in =(

Take care people.

P/S: Yumii-chan... jealous?

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I think I get withdrawals if I eat too much chocolates in a short period of time. I think chocolates are my drugs. I ate more chocolates than usual last weekend and today, I feel depressed. It's like withdrawal.

I woke up with my mind half-way across the world, I'm over-reacting, I'm confused, I'm moody... Maybe it's just and it's the effects of thinking of a certain issue. I'm not sure.. Whatever it is, I'm glad it's over and I'm sure I will feel better tomorrow when I wake up.

It's easier to think when emotions are put aside.

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.. I was about to send to a friend. Then I thought.. why bother him? He might have more things going on in his head. So I decided to put it here instead.

Mike,

I hope you are not starting to wonder if I'm only going to email you when I need your ears.

Today, I feel lost. I started to question a lot of things I do, things I say, my priorities and what opinions some people might have about me. I think it's the hormones doing the thinking, something I quite dislike about being a woman, half of the time, you are so emotional you can't think straight.

I went for a walk and took the longer route to the playground. I thought I could stay there for a while but the while was shorter than I thought I would stay there cause I suddenly got very scared, like something spiritual would disturb me if I stay there any longer, as if I've done something I shouldn't.
When I headed out, I thought the walk would allow me to get my head right and I brought my Ipod along. On the way there, I increased the volume to drown out the noise of the vehicles on the highway right in front of my area. I was on the swing for a while before fear started creeping into my senses. My guts telling me that I should leave. I started reciting some verses my mother taught meant to calm the mind and spirit but fear didn't go away until I was home for a good 5 minutes and I didn't get any thinking done. I guess meditation isn't really good for me since I can't really stop thinking.

I should try to get some sleep before I turn into a zombie at work tomorrow. I hope things are going well for you over there.

Take care,
Hazell

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I don't know if I prefer working life to studying. Granted I do earn money after slogging for 8 hours a day, which is kinda awesome as opposed to waiting for my mother to put in money for me, but having to wait for the end of the month kinda suck too.

I would totally be enjoying my 3 month internship if it is not for that stupid fucktard jerkazoid I have to sit next to for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. Seriously.. you think you have the power to dictate the world? Dream on sucker!! GROW UP!!!

Anyway.. back to the topic..
Now.. I have my weekends totally free, except for those where I need to finish my reflective journals (2 more to go) and I have nothing to do. It's so boring because there is nothing on TV and as usually, everyone in this house has a life of their own. We do things together but not everything. Mostly doing laundry and staring at my laptop and phone, wondering if anyone is going to text or call me for no reason and ask to hang.. wait.. not anyone.. there are certain people whom I wish would leave me A.L.O.N.E.!! Some people just don't know how to get the hint!!

Anyway, I'd love to be able to read books but I've ran out of physical books to read so I'm taking as much time as I can to finish those I have with me, until my uncle decides to buy some more... So for now, when I am stoning in the office, I read ebooks. Which I don't feel like reading at home because I have to bring my laptop everywhere to read it plus I don't want my eyesight to deteriorate even more since I've been staring at computers at least 8 hours a day since the last month or so. Sleeping too much is a bore too and I just don't want to do house chores cause I know if I start doing it, the 2 and a half men will take it forgranted.

I don't like having too much free time yet I don't like not having free time so I really don't know if I prefer studying or working cause both are nearer to one extreme than being in the middle, unless I procrastinate when it comes to studying.

I do hope evening comes soon cause I'm gonna be hanging out with people I absolutely love and want to hang out with. I guess for now I'd be keeping my laundry cause it looks like it's going to rain.

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I am already at my limit and I don't know what else to do but continuously ranting about this because my family either doesn't care and my friends keep on telling me to do things that is very hard for me to do.

This is apparently week 4 of my internship and I have 8 more weeks to go. The first two weeks went well but this and last week was totally horrible. I don't think I have ever NOT felt angry every weekday for the last two weeks. I am stuck working with a classmate that I like least and he never failed to annoy me and now I find out that he is invading my privacy! There may not be an obvious devider between our cubicles but there is an understanding where his ends and mine starts!

I really did try to be nice to him and tried to disregard my first impression of him but look what happened!!!

At first, he started criticising all my other classmates as if he knows them very well when he rarely joins us for anything we do after class that is not a requisite. I was fine with that because everyone are entitled to their own opinion on everything. He also repeated bashed homosexuals!! Hello?!! I live with and love one dearly?

Then he started questioning things that I am doing in between jobs like who I'm talking to, what are we talking about, and there's this one incident where I clearly told him that he doesn't know this person I'm chatting with and he insisted on knowing the person's name and when I told him the person's name he said "what a lame name!" It's like what the fuck does that has to do with you? After that, he commented on my working procedure while he is very free, reading comics! He went "chat, chat ,chat, do work lar!". Who the fuck does he think he is man? My manager saw it and he didn't even say anything! After that, he asked who I'm chatting with again and I told him "none of your business!". After that, I started noticing that he stands really far away from his chair to stretch and at first I thought I was paranoid, suspecting that he is reading what I chat with others over my shoulders but today, another intern saw him stand right behind me, looking at my computer! This guy is totally invading my privacy!! Not to mention disgusting (as in repeatedly burped really loudly without a care) and very close minded (homosexuals, his opinion on everyhing and thinks that males are the ONLY dominant species in the planet) and he gets very defensive when people express negative views of him. Like I've said this on the first day and I've repeated it many times before, I rather get stuck with my senior than getting stuck with this fucktard for 3 months! fucktard made it seem like I was the one at fault! LIKE WTF? I mean, I did tease him to my senior who doesn't sit close to us and is closer to this fucktard but this fucktard is also the type who thinks that he is above being teased, as if we should all be worshipping him instead.

I have already told my manager about me disliking this fucktard although I only told him that I cannot take fucktard's views of my friends when he does not know them. Although my manager did not say anything but I know that he made a mental note about this. Do you think I should ask my manager if it is possible for me to shift places? I don't think I can solve this on my own and I'm trying very hard to ignore him but I cannot be ignoring him while having to be conscious enough as to when he is reading over my shoulders? What should I do?????

I'm sorry to have to dump this on you guys because right now I cannot say anything on Facebook as I've stupidly added my manager as my friend which is going to make me think 4 times before posting something or anything.

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